i've been testing out your dream. i've seen how asinine it seems. to even want one thing you have. you sit around and spin your wheels. i wish you knew just how it feels. to know you're just part of the punch line. just a necessary cog caught in your created fog. can't help but chuckle when you falter. and the anticipation grows. crossing fingers crossing toes. i can't wait to see the outcome. we wait all day for quitting time. with no reason with no piece of mind. comfort still our only quest. when it comes time to choose. i'll choose the unrest. but i know there has to be some other way